My mind running wild

The thoughts keep coming.

I’m about losing my mind, not because of the façade I seem to present. No, it's the constant battle within. That's what keeps me at war.

“Get out of my head! Liar!”

These are the constant words I keep on repeating to myself, still my mind keeps running wild to different thoughts.

“Just give up you can’t do it.”

I knew these words weren’t true, but I knew that if they kept coming I’d end up believing them.

This letter seems like my escape out of these thoughts, this letter feels like I'm finally healing. Finally I can lay still and close my eyes to sleep without my mind running wild.

But who am I kidding.

One, two, three..

and it’s back.

“You can never be enough!”

I’m almost believing it,

Till The Spirit reminds me to fill my mind and meditating on things true, noble, reputable, authentic, compelling, gracious, the best, not the worst; the beautiful, not the ugly; things to praise, not things to curse.

This is my first newsletter I’d love you to drop a comment, what you think and how you feel.

The question is do you believe in this Spirit? Do you have this Spirit? If no, why? If yes, why?