A happy place.

Where I find the most exciting things to live for.

There’s a method to my madness people fail to realize. But I don't care. Lol, why would I?

I have the most fun out of it.

Let me start here in between these words, I’ll let the cat out of the bag. Not that I want to, but for the sake of my mental health I’ll ease myself out of the curiosity I keep paying attention to.

It’s impossible to know it all, But I have dreams of knowing it. I just fail to accept it, which is a good thing if you ask me.

I keep learning and learning everyday. Still I feel lost, blank, confused like I’m just starting afresh again and again.

I guess my nonchalant behavior has finally helped me, to just stay in that place of understanding but playing dumb. The madness i speak of is doing the craziest thing ever without thinking, without worrying just doing it. To have a good laugh, to remember to smile at everything I find so hard, to spoil myself and not just keep striving without celebrating a good work.

Welp I feel great telling you this, though I don’t feel I have made much sense to you. Oh well, try to make the sense out of the nonsense.